Friends back home must be shook that I took this long to finally write a post about learning Korean. Unlike my language learning in the past, I have no regrets this go around.
That's right, I used to have regrets when it came to learning languages. Or maybe it was more...guilt?
Look, either way...there were some negative feelings. Even when I was learning French, which I have a degree in. And at some point, the negativity grew so overwhelming, it hindered me from enjoying French. It hindered me from getting better at French.
It kind of just held me down and wouldn't let go.
Even when I tried getting out of the funk by studying ASL. Things seemed like they were going better, but next thing I knew...
NOPE!
I kind of forgot what it meant to learn a new language. Why I enjoyed it so much.
Until very recently, anyways. I remembered that the point in learning a new language was having fun with it! If you get fixated on the finer details or shy about your ability, you may end up like I did a few years ago.
A rut.
A rut filled with disappointments and a complete lack of motivation.
All-in-all, my French phase was ROUGH.
Which is why I don't want to slip into that same pattern that took the joy out of language engagement when it comes to learning Korean.
Now, my level may be a shaky step from the starting line, but it's a GOOD step. A step forward, and that's all that matters. I'm going to try my damned hardest not to be shy in my Korean. Nor will I be so obsessed on my Korean being perfect.
What matters is the engagement!
Today in class, while others were making sentences like, '만두 맛있어요!'[Dumplings are delicious!], I'm gonna be that student who says, '손 두개 있어요'. [I have two hands.]
I'm going to be the student who is going to try and take what we learned that day and apply it to me and not just reiterate the same old lingo. (Yes, I do have 2 hands. Wild. I know.)
Every new vocabulary word is going to be added to my Quizlet Word Bank. Even if grammar is out the window, mostly because we haven't studied it yet, at least I am gathering the parts together to at least start the puzzle.
I LOVE puzzles by the way.
And sure, maybe sometimes I'll struggle and get shy.
But hell...
I'm trying, and that's what matters.
#SaveOurToya
That's the spirit!
ReplyDeleteIt was fascinating to hear the other day that you have two different sets of numbers in Korean. My pronunciation still lets folks know that my first language is NOT English. ��
Never took you for the shy type and good thing to know the you like puzzles. So do I :-)
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